I wonder why two years now ... the stars ... destiny ... and do not know what else starts to turn around against me and always sends bad news that I ruined my favorite holiday ...
Nothing serious fortunately.
I dare not complain about serious things.
... But the news that you are leaving a bad taste in my mouth.
And you do get a few tears ..
I ask those who have hurt me ...
Why?
I have not done anything wrong or unfair or bad ...
But always ends up that I'm going to half ...
And my party is ruined ...
not understand the insensitivity of the people ...
that I have so many faults ... I admit it ..
but they are always attentive to the feelings of others.
What do I do anything not to hurt them.
Somehow I do not know how ... but ... the other can hurt me.
And so the bitter taste remains for me for days ...
It remains for me the anger of not being understood ... not to be loved ... ...
There's not much I can do ...
I can only take heart in the embrace of a friend ..
In the heat of those who really loves me ...
Unconditionally ... In
I love my mother ...
That does not say it often ...
you prefer that those words with ...
And for this I have always loved ... Why
makes every special ... I love you
And I know that love will always be there ... and it will all be for me ... love me always warms my heart ..
That makes me feel loved, protected, safe ...
And who knows how to take away the bitter taste.
I continue to look for ...
keep fighting and hope ... A
hope that one day ... the tears, disappointment and sadness will pass
To make room for the person who will give me that pure, sincere and unconditional love that will erase all the bad experiences and ... I feel loved ... as no one has managed to do ...
I'll wait ...
wherever you are ...
Thursday, December 27, 2007
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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Just anything to make a sudden jump in the past.
A song .. and there you are back 10 years ...
10 long years that seem to exist ... when you hear ... that song.
And so to the music ... you find yourself girl.
With your hair that would not never be smooth ..
With that trick just mentioned ...
the T-shirts of Onix ...
the Smemo in one hand and a different color to make the writing on the diary.
To leave a message in big your diary.
In the diary you are, girls who felt great ... you're just in that diary and talk to so believe, we recommend, we vented on the latest news and laughing at the school, about what you saw from the window of that bath ... which looked that school ...
A time when the biggest problem was ... what to wear to the party on Saturday. Those six little girls who
formed a group ... and we believed in that group more than anything else.
The afternoons spent among books, maps on glossy paper and the phone constantly in hand for the ride of your calls.
hours entirely spent in gossiping last guy that you had a crush ...
And the dreams that accompanied us that the songs ... so romantic smielatamente inspire us, dreams about the first kiss and first love ...
And the past week ... between the snacks and the chatter of recreation, the release of school, the boys who came to us with the scooter from the school so close to us ... ... yet so far away.
arrived on Saturday ... day we so longed for ... and then there programs abounded ... from the meetings of the six of us, at a party on Saturday evening .
And school trips ...
boxes to record the last minute to give the poor bus driver who had to put up with for an entire class trip this ramshackle singing and dancing ... the face of seat belts.
But I also think that he will run away ... maybe a smile reminded of his time ...
Times in which he was a kid. Infuse
those moments lived them too ... maybe in a somewhat 'different but the same spirit ...
The sister usually so severe that ... but on that day of vacation is transformed .. With
sneakers and a guitar in hand singing with us ... with the class a bit 'crazy ... he just wants to have fun.
calls in the afternoon preceding the main topic ... ... such as cakes take on a trip ... ^ __ ^
camera in hand, and let the most improbable shots, with funny faces .. or any number of people who think they know everything about life ...
It 'been a' eternity ... but the mind plays tricks ...
few notes of a song and the mind runs ... runs and runs at that time when everything was a bit 'easy ... but to us it seemed so difficult .
What nostalgia ...
If I could relive one day of the past ... would choose that time ...
To savor the sweetness and light-heartedness of those days ...
so beautiful and so simple ...
Sunday, December 16, 2007
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E 'for some time that I wanted to write this post ...
.. But I was waiting for the right moment.
And on a cold Sunday in December, the time has come.
I wanted to talk about how sometimes things can happen that you would never have expected. Years ago, computer
was for me an alien entity known. Then
inevitably ... I had to pick it up.
I approached him almost with reverence ... in my mind was ... the box of evil.
A moment of distraction, the wrong key ... and I imagined it explode!
me laugh when I think about it.
the computer I now use it 24 h 24.
What has become "a friend, a playmate and entertainment, a distraction ... a help, a link to my web world.
How things change.
Above .. ... what gave me this little box evil
^ __ ^ I gave my .... Evy family ...
Yeah ... my forum.
Another laugh. I've always hated that
forums and virtual friendships ... I've always loved that direct contact.
Just me ... I found my wonderful computer through the virtual family. All born
by a common passion.
Queer as Folk.
That is not a show.
But it is a world that opens the mind.
that teaches you the respect, understanding, sense of family, friendship ... and love ... the one with a capital.
Thanks to Queer as Folk ... I've known them my virtual-family.
And for that alone will always have a special place in my heart.
Who could ever imagine that, even through a screen, friendships could be born so beautiful?
Yet they are born ... and continues to be for two years now.
two years I shared with them .. every day and even though we separated the computer screen, however, felt the neighbors have shared .. joys, hopes, frustrations, anxieties and everyday ... beautiful.
And finally I have been able to embrace ... November 17 this year ... a beautiful day ...
I wish would never end ... finally I removed the screen and I have been able to embrace ... really ... I could finally talk face to face with them, laugh with them, joke with them ... So it was truly an unforgettable day that I hope will be repeated soon.
I was very nervous that day ... I had never come across people who knew only from the Internet.
I was a bit 'scared ... I admit it.
I did not know what to expect, I did not know how it would go.
But as has been reunited of her friends had not seen for a long time.
Never a moment of uncomfortable silence ... but only the pleasure of being together.
to enjoy our friendship was no longer only virtual.
I hope I can repeat soon and perhaps to embrace even those who, by force of circumstances, was not there.
There was not physically ... but somehow ... was the same.
Thanks for that unforgettable day, and thank you for this beautiful friendship.
I love you.
A dock to my little family ... always there.
Your Little Angel.
Friday, December 14, 2007
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I was wondering ...
There may be a split personality between the real world and the world of the forum? Or to think a bit 'bigger: between the real world and the world of the web?
There may be two entities at the same time similar and different, closely linked by a single thread represented by the person who writes beyond the screen?
Little and Julia, two very different entities are closely linked.
Giulia, with his friends, his family, his books, his thought patterns and his life profoundly normal.
Little, perhaps the very essence of Julia, his party "hidden", either for inhibitions, because they want behind a screen, it feels more "free". Free to be and do things that in real life you just can not afford. Little
with his family forum, with its passions, its virtual friendships, with its world ... that is partly that of Julia and partly not. By Little I
that freedom of thought and action that sometimes with Giulia ho.Se not something I do not like or does not suit me I can turn off the computer and stop the discussione.Ma in real life there is nothing you can not "off" the situation is there and you can not ignore it but you have to roll up your sleeves and deal with it.
So I think it is normal to experience a little 'this split and would have nothing wrong unfounded.
The problem arises when a conflict arises between what he thinks and would like to do Little and what he thinks and whoever wants to listen to Giulia.A? Giulia or A Little? But Little does not instill a bit 'Julia?
yet ... strange but true ... Little has so many things, but Julia is not only Giulia ... Little is .. full stop.
So what should you do? Someone can give me an answer? ^___^
Maybe it would just jump to a psychiatrist .... XD
Sunday, December 9, 2007
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I do not know how to write poems ...
And there are many poems about friendship ..
I found this:
Each friend
is a world inside us. A world
Unborn
until it arrives, and it is only through
this meeting,
born a new world. AN
I do not know who wrote it ... but I hit the heart ... because ... well because those who wrote it has my concept of friendship, the one with the A
capitalized. After the sweet
reading a post that warmed my heart,
I was in the mood to look for ... this poem. But not a
qualunque.No
was supposed to be poetry.
had to reflect my being and my concept of being a friend.
So because I can not write poems, I ... "Borrowed". This
and friends, those with capital.
Saturday, December 8, 2007
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Beautiful ....
Massimo Ranieri - Losing love
"Now go away
want to be alone with the melancholy
fly in the sky
never asked who you were because you chose me
Until yesterday I thought I was a king
Losing love
when evening when the hair a bit
'silver color them
risk of mad
can break your heart
lose a woman to want to die and let me cry
deny the sky
sassatetutti dreams take flight again
Li will fall one by one
break the wings of destiny and you'll
However I understand
near
and I admit that I was wrong
who knows what your choices and now that is pretending
together all the time too just a man who still loves you
Losing love when you
evening when over his face
there is a wrinkle that there was no reason
try to do the indifferent
until you realize
that you're no good
And would you scream at the sky choked
banging your head against the wall a thousand times
breathe strong his pillow say it's all because of fate
if you do not lose the love I close
sad night gathering up the pieces of an imaginary life
think that tomorrow is a new day
but then again I did not expect
I did not expect
throw stones
all dreams yet I will bring them down in flight
one by one
break the wings of destiny and you'll close
Losing Love "
Friday, December 7, 2007
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Tonight it would take a lot 'Sex and the City ...
few laughs with her friend's heart and a little 'jokes and stories on boys and here's the perfect evening! (Except the one with Queer as Folk s'intente! ^ ^)
Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte and Miranda ... I got as many laughs with them.
I remember when I first discovered Hele told me ... " Veditelo! It 'great!"
' s so on the advice of a friend I ventured into this amazing world of friendship, that real, work, family, love, and of course ... boys! ^___^ All in the beautiful setting of the Big Apple!
It would just tonight ... but I guess I'll wait the return of Helena, with her is something else!
Swollen Rook Piercing
It's never been my favorite season ....
yet ...
comes a time of year when ... I miss her.
It must be said that here the summer never seems to end ... but there is always a day when the air changes and you realize it's over.
E 'come winter. Yes, because we
can no longer speak of spring and autumn.
Spring and autumn are so ephemeral that you do not have time to perceive that have already flown away.
Today I woke up, and in the midst of my daily routine I went out on the balcony ... what a day ... dream!
A step back, a blinding sun and the sea brilla.E despite the fresh air typical of "our winter" there it was my summer.
Because for me the summer is not just the scorching heat that is with us for months but they are the endless days of sun, sea brighter than usual and a sense of calm.
Summer is the 'output in an inflatable boat, evenings under the stars of Taormina, the shows at the greek theater, walks on the beach, out in the car with the hood open and the loud music, the granita with brioche, a swim with Dad "Nica go to check it is still putting the" and then down under 'water with a mask and a sense of lightness and absolute pleasure I feel in those moments forever.
Summer is the sea and that sense of freedom and endless always manages to convey.
Summer is the mother and her creme " put that with the highest protection otherwise you burn!"
Estate is the grandparents and the house in the country, talks with her grandfather and the smell of jasmine.
Summer for me is this and much more.
So I think it's normal that when I seem to hear it in the air, always a smile escapes me ...